20061208

nostalgiablows

do you ever look back?

at things forgotten from the past. pictures in a locked box, letters from an array of faceless people, an old message lay wedged someplace. and out of the fray, you find it! that one special photo or note from someone not so faceless. you realise the person he/she was talking to, was a totally different person from the you now. and that in some dark and twisted way, there on out.. you've either lost or found yourself, piece by piece.

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so great, i was looking through my drawers and i found a whole buncha hello kitty stuff! LOL i remb bridget and i use to get hello kitty stuff from jelita and HV cos it was coool. haha when pink was in and people rush and run into glass to get the mcKittys. that was kinda freaky. people are really odd (or maybe just singaporeans and their idiosyncrasies). idiots.

anyhooo, found a whole buncha neo-prints! with the sisters, vone jez and old photos from like sec 1/2 with rui and niq and the odac people o!!! and also old yearbooks! (can anyone say HOLYCRAP now?) haha all our toot faces! hahahha but neo-prints! LOL seriously man, they were concurringly (is there sucha word?!!) at the same height of popularity as hello kitty, bubble tea and weird dress sense! eh, funny how NOBODY looked cool in secondary school huh! so oth not very realistic cos, cmon, how'd you find so many hot people in one small school in a small small town! LIKE HELLO?? haha. ok, not the point!! but yeah, at that point of time, you know, like damn cool like that. or so we thought la, the shoes, the hair, the talk, the whole nine yards. eeeyer, i look back now and cringe. the horrorrrr! haha but we were little kiddys back den, so i guess we're forgiven for our only crime was that we were acting our age! lol still ugleeehhhhh tho s: so those were among the lot of knick-nacks that i found that made me smile (:

i miss it all! the life opp hpps! haha like when it used to be us and zero problems (of every kind). we used to do all sortsa crazy stuff.. like set fire to the park during the latern
festive and den proceed to freak out, hang out at holland v
even tho we were like what? 10? haahah catch butterflies and den let em die in jars, play with water from the tap owned by the eggman. HAHA but damn if it feels like another life.

so what do u do when nostalgia hits you full force, square in ur face?

we suck it up and move on.. cos memories are better than nothingg.

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we're dancing on the fence, we're losing innocence. but we can't expect to live like this forever..

à moi vous êtes parfait; 11:26